My first sexual experience was w a family friend I was staying with. We were laying down and we had been doing housework all morning. She was like 10 years older than me. Idk how but one thing lead to another and she was like massaging me, genuinely it was a massage. And then she started playing with my tits, circling around my nipples and started pulling on them. I tried so hard not to moan. She asked if it felt good and I said “Yeah” very quietly lol. Later that evening we were in bed napping together and I had freshly shaved and showered. She said she wanted to see how smooth I was and stuck her hands down my panties. She told me how her friend sometimes sticks a pen inside her to see how far it goes and suggested we do the same to me. She didn’t have a pen so she used her fingers. I had literally never even been kissed at this point in my life. It was crazy. She looked me in the eye and fingered me. I didn’t even have the concept of cumming, but that’s what I was doing. After we got up and went to the family room. She told me she was gonna tell everyone what the wetness in her fingers were from. She didn’t but I was so scared but kinda liked the risky feeling.