I Suck Dick To Be Liked I have never been popular. I just have never fit in. I am a bit over weight but even if i was not I am not that attractive. I am not butt ugly, but I am not anyones crush either. I use to get picked on and teased a lot and i just never fit in anyplace. Honestly, it was pretty lonely and depressing. But I tried so hard to be accepted even at the lower levels of the pecking order. I kept putting it out there and trying hard to fit in even if i got made fun of or worse yet ignored. Last year, I went to a field party. Basically, and outdoor party in an a rural community that everyone at school knows about. I got ignored as normal and was feeling really bad about myself. I started to head back to leave and when I was on my way out Kenny a senior, who always was a dick, saw me going and decides to berate me.

"Hey fatty Emily leaving so soon? Awe, no friends?" Ugh this was all I needed. I felt like shit already. I kept walking just trying to ignore him. "Hey fatty Emily, you want friends, come over here and blow me." I don't know why i said it, but i did. It just came out of my mouth without even thinking. "Ok." "Ok what?" he said. "Ok, i'll blow you." "Wait, what? Really?" he was in shock. "Yes, if you will fucking stop treating me like shit all the time." And at that moment I knew it was true. I willing to suck him off to get the shit over with. Now he froze for a second... he was just being the asshole bully he is and did not think he might actually get sucked off. Now his voice changed and got softer. "Ahh... i can do that. I mean, stop picking on you. But Emily if we do this you won't tell anyone i let you blow me will you? I'll stop picking on you, but i don't want anyone to know we fooled around, ok?"

I sucked him off, in the back seat of his car not once but twice. It was my first time doing anything sexual and I did not need that much practice because Kenny was lame and was practically cumming as soon as it got in my mouth! Let's just say, i swallowed from i very first BJ because he cummed so fast I did not know what to do with it. He wanted more right away, and in between he felt me up and exposed my boobs and sucked them. I was in heaven. No man ever paid me attention let alone sexual attention. I sucked him off a second time and this time he lasted better and I started to learn how better both how to stroke a cock and to suck it and avoid teeth. I was in heaven.

I kept my promise and told no one. Kenny did not. I did not get shamed. I mean I am not the kinda girl guys want to brag about too much. Rather, i got quietly talked about as the girl who will blow you and not tell anyone, not your buddies, and certainly not you girlfriend. And that has been who i have been for the last year. I blow guys on the down low and I have sucked off so many guys!

I don't normally say no to anyone as long as it's on the down low. I love the fucking attention! I have sucked off other loners like me, but also very popular guys way way out of my league. Even guys with some of the most popular girlfriends in the school have come to me because they hear my head is that good and i never tell. People have no idea who have been in my mouth and i swallowed for. I don't fuck. Very few want to anyways. Some play with my tits or finger me. A few wanted to use me to learn how to eat out a pussy better and I was not going to say no to that! I know I am nothing but a school slut, but honestly, i don't care, it's better than the pain of being ignored and picked on and i love cum!

The bullying has stopped. Guy's now carefully, defend me. I am not super popular but I am not treated like shit anymore and I get more secret attention then i have time to engage.