Alright this not finna be what ya'll use to readin'— well maybe a little since I'm talkin' bout something that hasnt happened. Anyway here goes.

I've never had a gf and my sexual experience is pretty severely limited, but when I imagine having a SO I feel comfortable being vulnerable with, who is down for being freaky and kinky, I honestly look the most forward to sensual and intimate handjobs with pristine dirty talk.

Basically she/they'd sit behind me chest pressed against my back (smol boobs preferably) and reach around from under my arms and stroke me with warm oil. (My last post is a good reference. Just imagine feminine hands that aren't mine wit frenchtips and some soft lookin' legs wrapped around my waist.)

There would be very sweet and encouraging words, dat helped me not to feel self conscious or insecure about moaning, but still masculine despite craving the sensual and attentive touches they were giving me. And also sayin' nasty shit and complimenting my body and dick, while also moaning out or being extra sultry when stating their own desires. Like wanting to feel me twitch, throb and explode all over their hands or something. Maybe even tease my head a bit with their thumbs and just make me feel good about wanting to be made to feel good.

So yeah. A gf who let's me be vulnerable and held by her/them while eding me to cum from time to would be pretty damn dope.