A while ago I started a new job, more out of necessity than anything else. The pay wasn't good, but enough. Honestly, I was happy to have something at the time.

Problem was: It was fucking tedious, demeaning and boring as hell. Basically, I was alone the whole day, except for like 1-2 visits from management across any given week. Day in, day out, I walked about, did what I should, and despite all of this boredom (I lost count of how many podcasts and audio books I finished in a week), kept going, because I needed that job. I was pissed I was apparently just a lowly errand boy no one even deemed worthy of being kept in even a basic information loop, but I held on.

But then I realized something. I could do all my tasks in an acceptable way, get everything done, even when I started to fuck around. So I did.

I started playing games, reading, writing, whatever. It made the whole thing a bit more bearable. And one day, I decided: fuck it, no one's ever coming around, I'll go and look at some porn. Nervous at first, but it was quite exhilerating. Doing that at work... I guess it tended to my exhibitionist side, but it turned me on like few things before. So, once I was pissed and bored enough to be bold, I went to the bathroom, plugged in my earbud (yes, just one, I still was a bit paranoid after all), opened up reddit and started tending to my needs. I took my time, enjoyed the taboo of the situation and honestly, I reveled a bit in how much of a turn on this was for me. Once I felt my load coming, I slowed down, enjoying the moment of release as much as I could.

After I cleaned up after me, I noticed, I was gone for like an hour, so I got nervous, that one of the few weekly visists might have happened and rushed back.

Nothing. I was still scared that by some freak coincidence exactly my stall was being video surveiled, but as I said, i might have been a bit paranoid. Of course, turns out there was nothing of the sort.

I loved it. Needless to say, I found a way to make this job bearable. From then on out, I had a long "restroom break" almost every day, never to be noticed. There were a few close calls, when someone from another department actually went to the bathroom while I was there, but that just added to the thrill of it.

I didn't stay there for too long, luckily had another opening at a much better position, but sometimes I actually do miss the rush of that particular taboo.

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I know, it's not the most daring story on here, but it was a pretty big deal for me, and I enjoyed it greatly. 😊