During the pandemic I went completely into quarantine and hardly did anything social. It drove me crazy. Once I got my vaccine and booster, I went a little crazy being a bit slutty. I told myself I was making up for lost time. After some fun nights, I met a really cool guy and we were pretty locked into a fwb thing until recently. That was fun, and I definitely got to have my fun, but I wanted more variety. Long story short, he got into a relationship and I was left with a lack of consistent fun.

When it comes to guys that I think are good looking, I tend to be a bit shy at first and that limits my prospects a bit. I get into my head from time to time and have missed a lot of opportunities. Ultimately, I believe I have a lot of talent in the oral department, I love doing it, I love making guys cum from a blowjob, but my brain gets in the way some times. So recently, I decided to put myself out there, joined Grindr, gained some confidence, and activated, what I like to call, Slut Mode.

Here's what made me believe I've fully activated it, and why I have no intention of slowing down.

I was at a party a couple weekends ago that a friend invited me to. She wanted to meet up with some of her friends and thought I'd get along with them. I went, and sure enough, I knew no one else. I tried the small talk with strangers thing, but didn't have any luck. She brought one guy over to meet me because she thought we'd get along. He was really good looking, pretty skinny, and about 6 feet tall. She listed a few things we had in common and mentioned this guy was recently single. I didn't understand what she was getting at at first, but pretty quickly it hit me.

After chatting with this guy for a while, my friend told me she was leaving with some guy and asked if I was good to drive home or get an Uber. I told her I would just get an Uber and this dude I was talking to said he could give me a ride home.

We got in his car and he asked me where I lived. In my head, I thought this guy wasn't into me, but as I'm trying to put myself out there more, I asked if he would rather go back to his place. He said that sounded better and he started driving.

We got back to his place and the conversation got more intimate very quickly. We were talking about how his ex never really cared if he was satisfied. I said some terrible line about making sure he was satisfied and before long, I was down on my knees looking up at him. His dick was pretty average, but I really like skinny guys, so I was happy. After taking my time making sure he was well taken care of, he was getting close to cumming. I was going to swallow (my personal preference), but right before he came he said he wanted to cum on my face. Not wanting to disappoint him, I pulled his dick out of my mouth just in time and continued to jerk him off until he dropped what felt like 8 or 9 ropes across my face. I think at least one went over my head. This was one of the biggest loads I've ever seen gotten, my face was covered, and after he was done, I put his dick back in my mouth.

As he caught his breath, and his dick started to lose it's hardness while still in my mouth, something hit me: I had a dick in my mouth, cum all over my face, and I forgot this dude's name. I'm not sure I ever knew his name, but one thing I knew for sure was Slut Mode was indeed activated.