This keeps happening. Things that used to be fantasies are now kinks of mine. This is what I want to confess. I swear that I would never cross certain boundaries and I mean it at the time. Then the boundary dissolves. One example is using strap on dildos. This is something the young me would never have even dreamed of using, except as a threat, a way I could imagine how I could be forced to dress up as a girl, and now i'm begging to be bent over and f**ked like a slut. Then there is exhibitionism - I never thought I would go beyond fantasy in my own mind, playing with ideas of being exposed and humiliated as a sissy, then I told my wife and soon it started becoming real.

I started asking to share my kinks both online and even in public. We have shared photos of me dressed in slutty, sissy outfits - in high heels, thigh highs and panties, little tight dresses - on blogs, here, with many mistresses online ... And we have attended a couple of fetish fairs and the like too, in one I stood in a little cage in my underpants and let a woman tease me with a feather duster - as well as a few brief ventures outside just the two of us, me in heels and a dress, risking being seen by the locals.

In fact every time i get a little high and i'm dressed up looking like a slut, i'm telling my wife to take embarrassing pictures and videos to post or looking for a sex or fetish club - in which, I always say, this time she will parade me around as a slut and I will allow myself to be handed from woman to woman by my loving wife, something I've so far always chickened out on, but ... It could happen next time, or the time after, we are both aware it might, we just don't know when. But my wife always finds it hilarious when I break one of my old boundaries and is sure it will happen soon.

In fact the real confession I wish to make here is that I actually found a beautiful Romanian girl who i've not only paid to leave some embarrassing comments here for my wife to read, i'm getting ready to dress up now as a dirty slut for my wife to share with this girl, show off her sissy hubby, and for her to help my wife to tease her slutty hubby and find out how far to push the dirty sissy slut... Maybe extract a promise about the next fetish fair, and maybe this Romanian girl can help the promise be kept this time.