I grew tired of boring, polite, race to the finish line sex. I wanted rough and primal “treat me like a dirty skank” sex! I wanted senseless, aggressive, exploration and to be a man’s personal porn star. So to get this, I have to cheat on him. This isn't a skill you can teach a man. It's either in them or it isn't. It's always worth talking to them about the idea but it's not even fun enough to be worth it when you can tell they're faking it just to make you happy. I get so many “nice” messages on here from men that think they can be sweet to win me over. I don’t even bother responding to those pussies. The men I like are the ones that aren’t afraid to send an initial message to the effect of “Hey bitch! Get on your knees so I can face fuck your whore mouth until I empty my balls. Be a good useful cunt and send me a few pictures for me to jerk off to! Sext with me and tell me what a whore you are while sitting or laying next to your husband!”

I especially LOVED it when one guy came all over a picture I sent him and he sent it back to me with my face and open mouth covered in his cum. I wanted to fuck him so badly! You know who you are, daddy! 😉💋

I find it such a turn on when a big strong man puts his hands on my shoulders and pushes me down to my knees between his legs where a whore like me belongs. I like feeling his hands on the back of my head, pulling it towards his hard cock while he talks so dirty to me as I open my mouth and wrap my lips around his cock and feeling it push deeper into my mouth… fucking my face as I feel his balls smacking my chin.

It’s also such a turn on to know that my boyfriend has several pictures and videos of me acting and talking like a complete slut… including me stripping for him, talking dirty to him, sucking his cock, spreading wide and begging him to fuck me like a whore, getting fucked in so many different positions, and also taking his load all over my face while he tells me what a dirty cum slut I am. I get so turned on when he tells me how some of his friends react when he shows them. It makes me feel like a porn star. I’ve even given blowjobs to some of his friends. It’s a deep, dark fantasy of mine to have him secretly post those online for anyone to see and show me off as the true slut that I am.

I wish my husband had a deep desire to watch me get fucked by other men. I want him to be a cuck and love watching me get pleasure from other men with bigger cocks. I want to stare in eyes while some hard cock fucks my throat until I cry. That would be our Saturday nights… and maybe our Tuesdays and Thursdays, too! And I wouldn’t have to cheat on him and hide that this bride is a whore for other men. He would care about what I care about and always push me to be a bigger slut for men even if at times it made him feel small and worthless. He would be able to turn his sexual persona on and off anytime it was necessary. He'd be able to turn it on over and over, all night, watching me get used like a complete whore, leaving me bruised in the morning and then he can reclaim my used, cum-filled cunt the next day when I was sore. 

But I'm not sure that man exists. We live in a patriarchal society where men sleeping around is fully accepted as natural instinct and the idea of allowing a woman to sleep with other men is entirely demeaning to their fragile sense of masculinity and ego. Well, I'm sorry. The idea of sleeping with only one man for my whole life feels like sacrificing a piece of my soul that fills me with vitality and passion. The idea of lying to someone I love sounds equally soul crushing. I don't want to hide this piece of me anymore. I also don't need to push it down people's throats, but I shouldn't have to live in fear of my truth because of what people might call me and neither should anyone else.

I've met a lot of women on Reddit along the way that very secretly love all the same things that I do. They have fantasized about it for years, but they're too afraid to actually do it. Or they do it and they hide it like me because they're afraid it will be used against them. So I encourage them to cheat and do whatever makes them happy.

It doesn't affect our skills on the job or or ability to attend family dinners anymore than Hugh Grant's dalliances with transgender prostitutes made him unable to make women all over the world swoon in Love Actually shortly after. There's nothing wrong with loving what you love.

My sexual prowess and slutty dresses aren’t why I climb the ladder at work either. I climb the ladder fast because I'm smart and I let me voice be heard. I want to be so free in every aspect of my life. I want to embrace the sexual goddess inside of me and I want to empower women everywhere to do the same. I understand that not all women have figured out that we should be fuck toys for men… it took me a while to understand and accept that. Not every woman has graduated to figure out that we’re all whores and sluts in some way. I laugh at people's stupidity when they label women 'whores' as a put-down. Let's not get all high and mighty. We're all whores. We're all selling ourselves in some capacity. You don't have to like what I like, but we have to create a world where women are allowed to like whatever they choose without persecution and being shamed.

Being a whore doesn't start and end in the bedroom; it's deeper than that. It starts with the self-discovery of knowing who you are and then standing by it. It starts with being OK with separating yourself from the pressure and expectations to be just like everyone else. I'm fine being the girl who will shamelessly get naked and fool around just as I'm proud to stop when I hit my boundary line. Yes, even a whore like me can say no. Shocker, right?

I’m a slut and a fuck toy. I’m a whore. But I’m a proud whore! I’ll never be ashamed of it and will wear the title proudly… even if a family member or my husband ever found out. I’d never apologize for it! I am a woman who has completely and totally accepted her sexuality. Until you're wearing my vagina, any problem you have with it is your issue, not mine.