Bad news y’all, my second bedroom tryst with the guy I met on a fetish site was a bust.

As you may have read in the first post, dude blew my mind. I was very much looking forward to another visit but man, I was disappointed.

We watched a movie on Shudder and we cuddled. Every so often he’d put his hand between my legs and rub my pussy through my jeans. And I’d think ‘alright, slowly getting things going, I can handle this.’ Once the movie is over, I thought we’d go to his bedroom, but he made an egg sandwich and we chatted while he ate. And then we went to his room.

He pretty much immediately strips, stands behind me, holding me tight, pressing himself against me then pulls my shirt off. I finish undressing as he prepares the bed. Apparently he was anticipating a mess because he laid a towel down on his bed, then lead me to it and I laid down. He restrained my hands with straps that were attached to his bed. He used his tongue, toys and basically did the same thing he did the first time, but it did nothing for me. The vibrator just tickled uncomfortably, the dildo rubbed the wrong spots and kind of hurt, though his mouth felt great.

Only thing he did differently this time was he did slide his cock into me. He slowly fucked me for maybe three minutes before pulling out. He also gave me a very uncomfortable, painful massage. While on my stomach, as he massaged my back, he would rub his cock between my ass cheeks, then when on my back, he would rub himself against my clit. He did slide his cock into me again during that, but it didn’t last long.

Neither of us came, and honestly, I left feeling more frustrated than when I got there. He wants to see me again (he really likes my pussy), but I honestly don’t know.

He said he’s a sensualist, maybe that’s the issue? Haha. I dunno.

Does this even count as a slutty confession? Haha.

I don’t get it, first time was fan-fucking-tastic, second time was just, for the lack of a better word, ugh. What should I do?