So, my hubby and I experimented with ketamine over the last month. Yes, we have a prescription. It’s actually for depression, but…I told him about a time i used it when I was 19. Before anyone is triggered, no one slipped it in my drink. I took it willingly, and the sex was 100% consensual. We were on a Thursday-Mon trip to Austin. My friends had a line on a party, and they wanted me to try out “special k.” I tried it Thursday, and it was WAY too much. I was literally incapacitated. So for Friday, I tried about 1/3 of the dosage I started w Thursday. This was magical. Coupled w alcohol and pot, I felt amazing. So anyways, we ended up at this frat party. I was feeling good, but not over the line. But…I was also so horny I was literally soaking my panties. I ended up dancing with an older guy. He was a frat alum or something. Oh my gosh he was amazing. I was in front of him. He had his hands up my blouse, mauling my tits. His cock was thrusting against my ass, and he was nibbling on my neck. At some point, another guy got in front of me, and with no fight from me, slid me out of my top. I felt euphoric, wanted, hit, and on display. And I loved it all. Finally I heard a 3rd voice say, hey guys…take the slut downstairs and lock the door. The first guy I was dancing w took me in his arms, and walked me downstairs. They made a little pallette of comforters and blankets, and beanie chairs, and me. He asked me if I was ok, and I asked him if the door was locked. I sized up the three guys and said, make sure it stays that way. And w that, I removed my panties, laid back, and parted my thighs. I guess they took that as a sign because before I knew it, I had one on each side caressing my body, while one slid behind me and begun caressing my breasts and kissing me. I was hunching the air, and one of them finally asked me what I wanted. I immediately responded “cock.” And that was true. My friends were out of sight. No one would know. I was going to be used by 3 men, and I was ok with that. The man behind me kissed me, and asked me again, what I wanted. I softly kissed him and whispered, cock, again. He smiled and said…tell everyone why you’re here. I didn’t want to leave any questions, so I told them: I’m not from here. I wanna be a fucked tonight , so quit asking. I’m yalls to use. And with that, he changed and mounted me, his cock easily sliding in. I kissed one, one fucked me, and the other was caressing my hair, telling me how amazing I was. At some point, the main guy, the first guy fucking me,asked if one other could join us. I’m not sure exactly how, but one of the others left, and there were 4. This time the door was deadbolted. 19 years old, and I would spend the next 36 hrs or so getting pounded by these 4 men. Probably by morning it was just two. But still, I got dicked so many times, in so many ways. I turned into a cock hungry slut. The more they took me, the more I wanted. It was as if something just snapped inside me. By around sunrise, the three of us were one. Moving, pounding, fucking, repeat. They used every part of my body. I was bruised, sore, and covered in hickeys from head to toe. Sober too. And still a slave to my sex drive. They kept calling me fucktoy, slut, cock fiend…and try were right. I was in love w being fucked like this. I visited a few more times, usually after semester exams when I really needed release. There was sex, and there was this. This became a surprising repeatable act. And even more surprising, was how hard it made my hubs. Sorry to be so blunt, but damn…this turns me on still, to this day. We’ll discuss the recent ketamine use soon. :)