I've been divorced and single for several years. Relationships never work out for me because I cheat. There's just something about it, guys treat your differently when they know you're cheating. I have a 19, almost 20 year old daughter who is a product of me cheating. I think about it often, what that was like. Over the summer we went on vacation to the beach here in NC. One night I went out drinking, and when I came back to the cottage I saw my daughter on the back porch with a guy I'd never seen before. Making out with him, getting felt up, wearing a bikini top and shorts. She had a bf at the time, and seeing her like that reminded me what it was like. How exhilarating it felt. They left together after a couple mins of me watching. It got me so turned on. Knowing what they were going to do. I can't stop thinking about it, her being slutty was such a turn on.