40M, I've never done anything other than chat with a small handful of women in the last five years since I married. In the last month or so, I'm finding things boring though. Don't get me wrong - my wife is very sexy, small, and a great partner.

But I really miss the adventures that I've had with a couple of past partners. Crazy situations in public, multiple partners, juggling 3-4 women at one time. Did I mention the crazy situations in public? (I posted one story a couple days ago)

Tonight is the first in a long time that my wife won't be home until late. I'm really afraid to cheat on her... but my cock is throbbing just thinking about playing with another girl.

I keep deleting reddit to remove the temptation... but here I am again 😔