My sex drive has decreased due to some external stresses and medications I’m on. The doesn’t mean that nothing makes me wet any more. Before I wrote this, I read some confessions my partner wrote about me and it’s hard to not go into the bathroom to make myself cum. Soon my partner and I are going to be living together and there’s going to be so much debauchery happening in our apartment. One of the first rules of our apartment is going to be that we can’t wear clothes unless we’re cooking. Sadly, that rule means that we’ll need to have the blinds drawn most of the time, since our apartment is on the bottom floor. My partner talks of getting me a collar that I’ll wear whenever we’re home. I can’t help but feel excited by this. I wonder what color we’ll decide on. We of course will get the matching cuffs for it. I can’t wait to walk around our apartment with just a color and cuffs on, even if it’s not sexual. I like that it shows my submission to my partner. One of my favorite things about our dynamic is that I’m not always submissive and that he sees me as his intellectual equal. That’s one of my favorite things about our relationship. One moment he could be fucking me over the kitchen counter and the next we’re debating about the meaning behind a movie characters actions. Back to the beginning part of that sentence though, I can’t wait to be fucked against ever surface in the apartment. Sadly, I probably won’t be able to be pushed against the sliding door of the patio since people would see. Though that’s not always a bad thing. I love it when people watch me get fucked. When we move, we’re going to have to find a group of people that want to watch him use me, or even join in on the fun. I really want to hold a girl down as my partner fucks her, or even kiss her and feel her moans and his thrusts as he uses her. This will all take time to arrange, but it’s going to be so fun. I’m looking forward to living with my partner if you can’t already tell.

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My partner is so handsome that I’m amazed. Sometimes he sends me selfies and all I can think about is how I want to sit on his lap and kiss him. If we were alone, this would obviously lead to sex no matter how lazy or how rough it may be. If we were in public, I would slightly grind on him and tease him, so that way when we got home, he would take me as soon as we walked in the door. I can’t wait for him to rip my clothes off and use me as soon as we get home. The sex is going to be one of the biggest perks to living together.

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There’s a nudist beach near where we’re moving to. While I want to go the first change we could, it’s probably not the best idea. We can barely be near each other without trying to fuck each other. We both also love public sex, and the beach is lewd free. This could lead to some amazing sex after we return home though. All that pent of sexual frustration from being naked in public would be released when we got home. It’s hard for me to not get wet while just thinking about him taking me as soon as he could. He’d probably make me masturbate in the car and not cum as we drove back home