I used to think it just wasn’t for me. “I want to lick chocolate spread off your nipples...” vom, no thank you. And I don’t say that to yuck anyone else’s yum, it’s just really not sexy to me. However, since my Dom has helped me to embrace the fact that my holes are for his enjoyment, and not my own, the subject’s taken on a different light.

Now when I think about food, I’m picturing all the ways it could be used to remind me that I’m his disgusting, pathetic little whore. Spitting in my dinner before pushing my face down into it; stretching my holes with bananas and cucumbers; chilli or ginger to make me writhe in pain. Especially knowing the more shocking the idea is initially, the wetter I’ll be thinking about it later.