A couple years ago my wife was drunk, clearly super horny, and decided to finger my asshole while giving me a BJ. This was a first. I was also a bit drunk so I went with it. It felt great and I remember cumming harder than I’d ever cum before...ropes of cum. My wife definitely choked trying to get it all down. Given how great it felt, I naturally thought, what else is possible with this new found fun spot.

Fast forward a year and I’ve discovered how amazing a prostate massage can be. My wife has fingered my prostate and I’ve spent countless hours enjoying hands free orgasms with some of my prostate massaging toys. The orgasms go on and on with no refractory period...incredible. My wife also loves the creampies and BJs after the fact, given how much more I cum.

That was background but this is where the confession comes into play. The toys I have are fun and we’ve enjoyed them but they are on the smaller side and clearly designed for prostate massage alone.

But the more I continued exploring the more I wanted something bigger, something to really give you that sense of being full and getting fucked in the ass. This is the part that my wife doesn’t quite understand and so I’m still hiding the fact that I do have a huge dildo I’ve been riding to intense orgasms. And to really top it off, while I never would have considered this in the past, if we were to have a MMF threesome, the other dick might find more welcoming holes than he thought.