I like to think I'm a fairly smart guy, but looking back I have to admit that my self control seems to go out the window when I'm offered the opportunity for bareback sex. Reflecting and counting, I'm realizing that more than half of the one night (or one weekend, or similar) encounters I've had, I've gone ahead and fucked the woman bare when given the chance. And more than half of those ended with creampies. I've even had a short fling turn into a relationship when she got pregnant, though in that case I can't really accept the blame. Lots of people got conned back in the early 90s by those crappy contraceptive sponges, not to mention the utter bullshit that was Nonoxynol-9. Fortunately I've at least never picked up an STD.

So what prompted this realization? I'm yet another middle aged man in a sexually dead relationship, and I found myself checking some of the personals subreddits tonight for masturbatory fantasy material. But by some weird chance I found an ad from a woman about half an hour drive from me. A relatively young, submissive woman with what I think is an attractive body, judging by the few pics I saw in her profile. But what really caught my attention was one of the other ads she had posted, in a sub I didn't previously know about. A sub devoted to breeding. She's looking to get filled up, and one of her comments even mentioned something about her master setting up a creampie gangbang.

Not a particularly safe or sane situation. But it gave me a serious hard on, and I'm still sitting here debating with myself about answering the ad. A big part of me really, really wants to.

So yeah, apparently I'm a manslut for bareback and creampie sex. Obviously most guys prefer it that way; no one actually enjoys the reduced sensation from a condom. But I've given in to the temptation too many times in the past to just write it off as an oops.