Like the title starts.. I love my wife buuuuut.. I miss fucking like an animal.

It's the oldest story. We met. There was fun and there was fucking. Now there's still fun.. albeit with just a bit more stress and a lot less fucking. We've talked about it but she's never been one to initiate and I've never been one to continually press for sex. It's just a bad look.

I'm not old by any stretch of the imagination. Just turned 30. I havent put on a lot of weight. I still feel like there's a lot of juice in me (pun really not intended). Only thing is since she gotten closer to thirty she kind of acts like she's past her prime. Like she's already a 60 year old with not much to do.. I guess that's not really fair..

I mean 60 years fuck more than we do 😂. I'm not angry or resentful towards her but I do miss the excitement of having new sexual experiences. When having a lush bottom against my waist was 10× hotter because it was in the back seat of a car in a somewhat sketchy parking lot. I miss having my dick sat on in a dressing room. I miss hunting for a safe place to stuff my dick inside a more than willing partner.

I miss telling a girl to leave her panties at home. The playful resistance and that demure look of acquiescence when they arrive at my door.

I guess the only thing I really feel guilty about is wanting fuck someone else. Wanting to fuck one of these 18, 19, 20 year old girls with beaming faces and bouncing tight little asses. I genuinely miss dragging my raw nearly limp dick out of a warm tight and wet little hole. Just watching my seed spill out. I miss sending girls home with my nut inside them... for safe keeping of course.

I find myself dreaming that we'll get a new neighbor that is more than willing