For context, I’m 18 and I want to see if I was actually gay or not and there was a part of part of me thought that I was bi in a way and that I wanted to be doing things but tonight I actually did it I got with a guy and granted it was only head but I still did it I have a lump inside my chest that was there before but it’s gone now I thought that maybe this was crazy and not worth doing but I feel like it was cause I kinda realize now I don’t like dudes lol I was good don’t get me wrong but it wasn’t that feeling I wanted to justify that I was bi and it showed me that I just didn’t like it I was staring off at times then I get soft and had to think and kinda make myself cum overall good experience but just not for me P.s I know there’s no oder in the text this just happened and want it to just reflect my mind