I’ve known the friend for about 10 years now. He’s always been very comfortable with his body and showing off his sizable package in front of everyone. In the last several years there’s always been this sexual tension building but I never gave him the chance for some reason. He divorced his ex wife for cheating on him even though they were open and polyamorous. I’ve been with my bf for like five years now and for the last 2 I think about this friend. We’ve sexted before and he’s told me he wish he could be my man and he’d take care of me .. part of me wants to give that a shot but I still don’t want to break up with my bf. I think about this friend often. How I want his huge bbc to fill me and have him hold me while he fucks me in the air. We would have really cute babies and he’d be a really great dad but it would be a totally different life than what I have now. He reached out to me last night and I want to tell him so badly that I want to see him and be controlled by him.