(Posting this again since this is an older story, but I’m on a new account)

For some background, I’m a college athlete. I’m the typical build that’s tall, muscular, and athletic-like. My friends have even joked around before and said I look like a Dom. But the truth is, I’m the total opposite. I’m a sub who wants to be used for a girl’s pleasure. And that is what lead me to meeting an online Domme.

This was during my Freshman year of college. I never had a girlfriend before, and so far I was having no luck meeting anybody in college. So I downloaded Reddit (this was on an old account) and started chatting around. Eventually I met this Domme who was the same age as me. We hit it off and decided that I would become her sub. She loved the fact that I was this “big, strong college athlete” that was wanting to submit to her.

Things started slow at first. Usually just me sending her pics and vids of me jerking off. But it slowly began to ramp up. Videos now of my spanking myself, calling her mistress, tying myself up. This was a whole new world that I got to explore. Eventually, she even got me to try anal play. She would have me record me fingering myself for her, talking about how she wanted to do the same / peg me. It was all so hot.

Eventually, school started to pick up after a few months, and we both started talking/playing less. We both agreed to end things on mutual terms. It was a lot of fun, but neither of us wanted this impacting our college degrees.

What I didn’t realize would happen is my love for all of these things staying. The biggest one, which I didn’t mention earlier, was pillow humping. She LOVED when I would film myself humping my pillow for her, saying she pictured herself beneath me. Eventually it turned into how she imagined it would look if she started to peg me.

I would be on my bed, resting on my knees. I would put a pillow or folded blanket between my legs and then bend over. My face and chest would rest on my mattress. I would arch my back and stick my butt out. From there, I would slowly start to hump and grind into the pillow. She loved watching me do this. But since she is no longer here, I do it all the time on my own now.

In fact, humping is the only way I enjoy to pleasure myself now. All because she rewired my brain into thinking so. I’ll watch pegging videos and match my humps with the girl’s thrusts, picturing myself as the one getting pegged. This Domme did such a good job turning me into a sub, that now I’m going to be a pegging slut for life.

Not that I’m complaining though. Sometimes us athletes need to be put in our place, especially by a strap…