Not so long ago while I wearing my girlfriend’s underwear, I got extremely horny and decided to try and fuck with my ass for with a toy for the first time. It’s probably the most intense orgasm I’ve ever had. At the time I didn’t know it was a sissygasm, but I now realise it was my first one and I have since then noticed a lot of sissy tendencies in myself, craving to be filled nonstop, being a cum dumpster and a toy to just be used. I really love the feeling of it all. On top of that once I start it seems like I can’t get enough or big enough, I always end up moaning like a massive slut trying to find something bigger to fuck myself with. I’m starting to feel like I’m a size queen. Im now starting to look at working towards being able to take a horse cock dildo. I also have a very strong dominante side and I’ve found I switch between the two sides of myself while being my sissy self, feels strange but the idea of being a dominate sissy is really intoxicating. I’m still sneaking with all this, which kinda makes it more exciting. My girlfriend has no idea yet.