No, I'm not proud, no I won't share, to clarify that up front. And it's an anonymous confession. 

Some time ago I had an opportunity to spend two semesters in a foreign city, which was super exciting to start with. Without yet getting into ordinary everyday student life in that new city and having to look for a student job, we enjoyed the freedom. My friend and I were danced up by a local girl one early night in the clubs. She both made us compliments, and how beautiful we were and how nice we'd move. She claimed she is working as a model scout for a studio, and they would hire girls like us for good money. She both gave us her business card. 

Without me knowing, my friend called them the other day. She was invited to come visit and watch a production. With that, she asked me to join to not have to go alone. Until we arrived I believe we both had no idea it was a porn studio that we got into. First thing we got to watch was a women with two other guys doing her deeds on a barstool. I'd be lying if I said anything other than how amazing I found this women literally and professionally working with two other guys.

The studio-owner was patient with us, and kind to explain how the production would work and what they're doing. After a surprisingly civilised conversation we walked out with a casting agreement, that we both could imagine signing. A week later my friend thought it through and dared me to join her too. Individually but together. And so we first returned to sign the contract and then again for this dare. The interview and casting was short and crisp, with little other prep than stretching and a shave. But a bright spotlight. Having been abroad I felt I was far enough away from home to even make adult modelling a student job. My friend and I got to watch each other for most of the gigs.