i love when men humiliate and degrade me. i want to be treated like a good little girl, but not in a cute way... more like in a "you're a dirty little slut" kind of way. like calling me worthless ugly dumb. i want to be made to feel like i'm nothing, like i'm just trash for you to use and discard. ive been raped and i like men to make fun of me for being raped and blame me and basically just like being treated like you hate me lol

everytime i’ve had sex when men are passionate and sweet i feel so bad because i literally can’t get turned on. but when they choke me and throw me around and dont give me a choice and keep going when i push them away i get so wet. i love being hit slapped choked and marked. i feel dead inside half the time and abuse is the only thing that makes me feel normal again.