No, I'm not proud, no I won't share, to clarify that up front. That's why it's an anonymous confession. When I had the opportunity to spend two semesters abroad, it seemed exciting at start. Before I got into the ordinary everyday student life in the city and had to look for a student job, my friend and I were danced up by a local girl. She told both of us how beatiful we were and how nice we'd move. She claimed she was working for a model agency, that would hire girls like us for good money. She gave us a business card.

My friend, without my knowledge, the other day called them. They offered her to come visit and watch a production, and have a further conversation. With that, she asked me to join to not have to go alone. Until we arrived I had no idea it was a porn agency that approached us and we got to watch what I later learned was called a Double Penetration scene. I'd be lying if I said anything other than how amazing I found this genre that I didn't know about before.

The director of the production was patient with us, and kind to explain what would happen and how they work. At the end we walked out with paperwork, that we both could think of signing and try for a casting. A week later my friend thought it through and dared me to try it. Individually but together. And so we first returned to sign the contract and then again for this dare. Having been abroad I felt I was far enough away from home to even make this a student job. We even got to watch each other for most of the gigs.