So this is secretly one of my favorite stories even though I felt bad about what happened when it happened.

Some years ago, I had a friend that I had known for awhile. We weren’t the closest of friends but every once and while we’d said hi because we lived in the same town at the time.

I was seeing someone at the time and she started seeing someone. She introduced him to me in passing and he was actually extremely hot but I didn’t pay much attention to him because at the time I was a girl’s girl.

I didn’t see them again for awhile and then I went to a football game at my old high school where I saw him again but he was by himself. He waved me down and we started chatting, he was still with my friend but came with his own friends that night.

We chatted and found we had a lot in common, we exchanged numbers. I thought it was okay because he was friend’s boyfriend and I assume she would know, I asked him if that was okay with her and he said he let her know but it should be fine since we’re friends. I agreed.

Over time. We would text and talk on the phone until it became a daily thing, I wasn’t yet 20 so I was kind of immature and didn’t see the red flags of this behavior and still in la La land. And I would periodically ask him if she knew we talked a lot and he always said yes. We talked about platonic things too nothing sexual so it seemed alright and I was friends with other friends’ boyfriends and husbands so it was never an issue but I also never talked to one this much.

I was also in college at the time so I wasn’t always on time just during holidays, after three months of us talking pretty much everyday. I was coming home for the holidays and told him I’d be in town, he was super excited and wanted us to catch up. I said that’d be great if he, me and friend could all hang out, I said invite some other people and we can make it a group thing.

He responded back saying that was nice but he was kind of hoping if we could just hang out. I said wouldn’t friend want to come along, he said she’d most likely be busy and it wouldn’t be a big deal. To put it simply, he really pushed for it to be just us. He said we could do something later as a group, I think to ease me to say yes.

I figured why not.

We set plans and he insisted to come get me since I didn’t have a car at the time. It felt kind of like a date but I didn’t want to believe it, I wore something casual because it was just going to be us and we were just going to a drive in movie I had wanted to see.

He came and got me and he wore a nice button down dress shirt with some nice jeans and smelled really good and had flowers for me. I remember being really shocked because I thought we were just doing something casual. I’ve had female friends give me flowers before and vice versa but never a guy friend. He told me he went grocery shopping earlier that day and saw the flowers and they were on sale, he figured it would be a nice homecoming/early birthday gift for me since he wouldn’t see me on my birthday which was the next month.

Easy to say, I was kind of oblivious and gullible because it totally made sense to me. 😭

He opened the car door for me and I got in, I just remember everything feeling oddly like a date but I didn’t want to accept my good male friend who was dating my friend was taking me on a date. He was soooo smooth with it too. 😭

We chatted and talked like normal and when we went to pick up food to eat in the car, I offer to pay my half to which he told me no, I’m a man I got it. We went back and forth on this to which he ended up winning and paying which frustrated me more.

Things really started to heat up when we got to the drive movie.

We found a good spot and he parked, we were talking and cracking jokes and just having a good time. We barely watched the movie really, then maybe 1/3 of the way in he told me “by the way, you look really pretty tonight.”

I remember my mouth just dropping open because it was so unexpected and strange, “thanks you look nice too.”

I then said, “ man, it would be so nice if friend was here, we could of wore matching outfits and then you could be spending time with your pretty girlfriend and your pretty friend, joke I’m just planning.”

Basically trying to guide back to the part he had a girlfriend and for my own sanity. The truth was when he called me pretty it sent a tingle to my pussy.

He laughed which I loved the sound of said “to be honest, I’m a lot happier when I’m with you,” to which he then place his big hand on my thigh and looked into my eyes with his pretty green ones.

My breath caught in my throat and my eyes look down to his hand and all I could do was nothing because I was definitely not misunderstanding anything he was saying and doing now.

I looked back up to his face and he was looking at my lips so intensely and then it just happened. He slowly leaned in and kiss me and fireworks went off, to this day, still the best kiss I ever had. It was powerful and explosive yet slow and gentle. He cradled my face so gently like he was afraid to break me.

I eventually came to my senses and slammed myself away from him with a start, “ what are you doing? What the fuck are you doing?” I was just shocked and didn’t know what to do.

This wasn’t a regular one night stand or some guy I was fucking for fun, this was my friend and my friends boyfriend, I’ve done a lot but not hook up with someone’s man. I didn’t know how to handle this information.

He said, “don’t be scared, I know this is a lot to take in but the truth is I love you so fucking much, I know I wasn’t supposed but from the moment I saw you, I just couldn’t help myself. Look, you don’t have to worry about friend, I’ll break up with her and we can be together, I know you want me too.”

And I’m just sitting there confused as fuck because it like he practice this beforehand, part of me knew it was wrong and I should go home but the other part of me, the one that was attracted to him was keeping me silent.

I guess he took my silence as a yes because he pulled me and started kissing me again and this time I didn’t pull back either. “ Fuck it, I’ll figure it out later.” He pulled me on his lap and started kissing down my neck and I had never got so wet so quick before.

One hand found his way to my ass and there found his way to my hair and I was a whimpering mess. He was so aggressive and dominant like something unleashed that was held back for a long time. I started grinding on his laps begging and pleading for more.

Soon he was ripping my clothes off and pushing me to the backseat which he quickly met me at and took off his own clothes. He trailed kisses down my pretty little body and hickies where no one would see. I felt like a slut but also cherished. He was in charge but also careful not to hurt me or so anything I didn’t want. He spread my thigh and ate my pussy in a way no one hand before, I came 3x before I was BEGGING for his cock.

He told me I couldn’t have it until it was in my mouth. I got up like a good girl and my lips found their way to his dick. I kissed and licked and nipples and gobble his dick. Paying extra attention to his balls and letting him use my throat like a flashlight . He was so ruthless and moaning, making me choke and saliva run everywhere. He pushed my head down while having two fingers in my ass. I never had someone degrade and destroy me so badly by the time he was ready to fuck me I was covered in hickies and bruises and my throat sore.

I look every part of the slut I was.

He laid me on my back and kissed me again and asked me if I wanted to use a condom or if I even wanted to go all the way. Again, confusing me because you’re clearly cheating on your girlfriend with me but you treating me like I’m your girlfriend. I was so wet and consume with my hot I was I begged him to put it on me and to breed me. In hindsight probably a bad idea but I was too far gone.

He slowly sunk into me and filled me all the way up. I remember feeling tight but so happy, it didn’t feel wrong at all.

“Fuck babygirl, you’re so wet and you’re taking my dick so well, you’re such a good girl for daddy.”

I actually did it, I actually came right there, I remember screaming and exploding allover him, he hadn’t even started fucking me and I was cumming cause he called himself my daddy. I learn I had a daddy kink after that.

“Aww that so cute you already came, such a weak little girl for me, but daddy just getting started.” He said and then proceeded to fuck the shit out of me in the back of the car.

He pulled my hair, bit my neck, held me down, hand my legs behind my head, had me in multiple positions, just fucking me over and over, it felt like hours but it was probably just 45 minutes or so. I came so much I got a cramp. He kept fucking me though, just destroying me, by the time I begged him to cum in me, I could barely move.

He came with such a vengeance and moan directly in my ear, i shivered from his masculinity, the only time i ever felt small and weak by a man. I was not in charge and i was there to be used until he was satisfied.

When he was done, he checked on me and kept asking if i was alright or hurt in anyway, again treating me like glass. I let him know I was okay but I wanted to go home now, the hormones had calmed down and I realized what I did and felt so discussed with myself. He understood and help me get myself together and clothes, him as well. We drove back to my house with him trying to make conversation and me staying silent, when we pulled up to my house, I rushed to get out but he locked the doors.

“ can I call you tomorrow and we can talk?” I told him sure just so I could leave, he got out and open my door, walking me to the front of my house and stayed outside till I was inside. I hated how much he cared about me because he was technically someone else boyfriend. He just seemed to do everything right and wrong at the same time.

The next day he called but I never picked up. He would call more for the next 3 days while I stewed over my options. He dropped by and I’d have my family lie and say I wasn’t home.

Eventually on day four, I confessed to my friend and told her what happened. I provided screenshots from conversations at her request and apologize to her, citing I knew this was the end to our friendship but I didn’t want to lie to her face. She thanked me for my honestly but was truly devastated especially because he ended up telling her I was making it up.

That hurt abit but I expected him to try and lie. I had also blocked him before I told her so he couldn’t reach out to me. I blocked her also thinking it was for the best. Thankfully I went back to university the next week and wouldn’t see them again, he would continually try to reach out for awhile afterwards where I would block him everytime before he would get the memo.

In hindsight maybe I should have had a conversation with him but I just felt too guilty. The sex was the best I ever had to this day and the connection was so unique, I don’t know if I loved him since he dropped it on me all at once but for awhile resented him for how he went about things. But on the other hand, even if he broke up with her first I doubt I would have wanted our relationship to go beyond friendship. I think he was just willing to do whatever it took to get me even if it meant lying and tricking me.

But I’m proud of myself for experience of the incredible sex but also not being a side chick. I’m a gorgeous amazing women with a great sexual history, I deserve to be someone number 1 not number 2. Hopefully my story but turn you on and encourages you to be someone number 1 as well. ❤️