M19. I'm usually more on the dominant side, but I have some futa pegging kink, now it has gone even further.

I've been recently texting a friend, and all of the sudden, she jokinhly said "who told you to stop sucking on my strap-on, bitch? Get back to work" and it tickled me where it should. I didn't even get as hard as excited.

I also texted a girl here with "big dick enjoyer" in her profile (I'm above average). She wasn't amazed, unlike the others. Instead, she sent me pictures of dicks that she liked. She called me "little gay boy" and it got me. I'm not into men, not into irl dicks, but being "forced" into it is somehow working.

Now I'm trying to find a girl to emasculate and humiliate me here. Maybe make me a cuck or a gay. (All on the internet ofc, I'm not that slutty lol)

I don't even know how I feel abt developing new kinks, cuz on one side, it might be some kind of developing childhood trauma. On the other, it could be artificially developed. On one side, it can make your sex life more interesting. On the other, it might make normal sex boring.

So far I'm just giving in to see what happens