I had a story posted about how all 3 of my exs cheated on me and how I was always surrounded by hotter girls whether they were my friends or sorority mates .. which why I always felt vulnerable to being cheated on and more details and I would forgive them for cheating but that didn’t stop them.. and would make them do it more Anyway I also had a group picture posted in some random subreddit. That’s when a random man messaged me about it .. and just straight up wrote his brutalllyhonnest opinion on everyone on that pictture. Which I didn’t ask for but he just did it out of nowhere. It was detailed but very harsh. Got called ugly and had flaaws pointed out in each of the girls then compliments to ones he liked . That intrigued and sort of turned me on reading those details to the point I ended up showing my entire sorrorrity for him to r’ write detail opinion on each. Even tho they were just about appearances and not really sexual it just turned me on. He was straight up rude but for some reason that made me wanna keep talking to him . When he found out which I was he said that yea he would cheat on me with those girls if he was dating me . It was very weird . Like being insulted and having someone being so blatantly rude yet not being able to just stop talking to them. I ended up showing him every girl in my life that I felt some sort of inferiority towards .. and heard his opinion on each .. answered his questions … and I masturbated to a random guy and my real friends… and felt so shameeful yet needy