I, 22F having a thing with 22M, having a thing forr a few months now, and after we first met after a long while of not speaking, as it gradually went on the meeting and texting, I've expressed how I'm becoming obsessed with him. I have sent him gifts, I have expressed that I do take pills for my mental health condition and I haven't been taking them. He knows I drink everyday. I've gone into details about how much I masturbate to him, how much I think of him, literally everyday, he knows I'm stalking him, I've told him about my past, he knows I've been through stuff. Even after all this, he still gets turned on by my nudes, still meets up with me for sex, still talks to me. I even admitted that I masturbated to him so much in one day that my clit got swollen and painful.. I'm wondering how he's even able to look at me and still get turned on. I call him multiple times a day and sent him messages like alot. I am not unattractive I am fairly okay but he seems to really like my body alot. Do guys really care that much about sex to the point that he doesnt care that I'm his stalker? Does he feel sorry for me? Has this never happened to him that now it's turning him on? Is it some kind of fetish to be with a fucked up girl with a good body? I am not okay mentally but I am still lucid enough to know that any guy wouldn't continue having sex with a girl who's that messed up so what's going on? I am an alcoholic and sex addict, how is that a turn on?