From the outside, I am just your normal guy that went to a big college and loves concerts in his free time. I work a regular job and I make okay money. To everyone in my life, I am as vanilla as it gets.

That was true, until I met my ex. On our second date, she asked me if I would ever do a MFM threesome and I was incredibly offended. I dont know why, but I kept seeing her and we ended up in love. She was a squirter, so I was always confident in my ability to satisfy her and she always validated me by telling me that I did. However, she had fantasies...lots of them. We started using a dildo in the bedroom and I found myself really enjoying the noises she would make as she was filled from both ends. Eventually, a MFM threesome sounded kinda fun and I told her I would like to explore it. So we did, and it was a blast. Im not really a watcher, so I always participated and I came to love seeing her overwhelmed with pleasure. I am a huge pleaser and this was my way to treat her. Things just kinda escalated from there. We started with having threesome with other guys off fetish apps, but it didnt take long for us to be hand selecting friends of mine to fuck her with me. I loved watching my friends freak out when she started seducing them, and I loved watching her have the time of her life.

It was then my idea to take it to the next level. Since none of my friends told each other about their experiences with my gf, I invited all of them over for the Superbowl. They had no idea what me and my gf had planned. At halftime, I told my friends I had to make a beer run. I left my gf alone with 7 of my best guy friends, and I never quite found out how it got started, but when I walked back into my apartment, my gf was on her knees surrounded by all of them. I joined in and we absolutely demolished her, giving her the time of her life.

That was the one and only time we did a gangbang with my friends. After that, like once a month, we would use Fetlife to find bulls to share my gf with me. It honestly was the time of both of our lives.

Eventually and unfortunately, we had an amicable split and we broke up. I moved to a different city. Since then, this has been my biggest fantasy. To no ones surprise, its impossible to find a gangbang loving partner. How does one even go about introducing the fantasy in a normal relationship? I guess its one of those things that you have to be happy it happened, not sad that its over.