It all started on my normal Reddit account.. I had a confession about how all 3 of my exs cheated on me and how I was always surrounded by hotter girls whether they were my friends or uni mates .. which why I always felt vulnerable to being cheated on and more details but I would forgive them for cheating but that didn’t stop them.. Anyway I also had a group picture posted in some random subreddit. That’s when a random dude messaged me about it .. and just straight up wrote his brutally honest opinion on everyone on that pictuure. Which I didn’t ask for but he just did it . It was detailed but very harsh. Got called ugly and had flaws pointed out in each girl then compliments to ones he liked . That intrigued and sort of turned me on reading those details . Even tho they were just about appearances and not really sexual it just turned me on. He was straight up rude but for some reason that made me wanna keep talking to him . When he found out which I was he said that yea he would cheat on me with those girls if he was dating me . It was very weird . Like being insulted and having someone being so blatantly rude yet not being able to just stop talking to them. I ended up showing him every girl in my life that I felt some sort of inferiority towards .. and heard his opinion on each .. answered his questions … and I masturbated to a random guy and my real friends… and felt so shameful yet needy