I had a situationship with this one guy. My friends knew about it, it wasn‘t really a secret. But we made sure that it didn‘t get serious. We both didn‘t want it to be serious. Now one of my friends started to get close to him. They dated, trying to find out if it works out. She asked me about him and as the bad friend I am I told her a lot of negative things about him that are absolutely wrong, just so she would stop dating him. At the same time I started to get in contact with him again because I realized I don‘t want to lose the sex he gave me to someone else. I still don‘t want a relationship with him, but I also don‘t want someone else to benefit from all the good things he gives while I have to stop enjoying them. I don‘t want to know that one of my friends gets what I really love to get. Luckily he was all in for letting our situationship come back, this time in secret since I told him I didn‘t want my friend to find out. It‘s even more fun now. He‘s still a topic between me and my friends, and everytime we talk about him it feels so wrong yet so good knowing what I did.