I can’t stop thinking about it. My bf and his family aren’t that close, so we rarely spend time together, but last holiday, the whole stayed at a huge cabin. When most the family left to spend time at the indoor water park at the resort, I stayed behind to rest. My bf’s dad came back to the cabin wasted. He started getting touchy feely, trying to play with my hair. I let it happen, and I continued to read my book like it wasn’t happening. One thing lead to another and, in his drunken state, my bf’s dad fingered me. I keep revisiting this memory and daydream about what had happened if things went further. I don’t know why, but the idea of being used by an older man, especially against my will, is such a turn on.