My boyfriend really loves his football team and he was super upset when he found out he won‘t get any tickets for an important game. He told me a lot about it. I‘m not really into football, I don‘t like it to be honest. But it‘s his favorite hobby. And so I thought I could try to get him some tickets for christmas because I know he‘d absoluely love it and he‘d be really surprised. When I looked for tickets online I realized that there are offers but they were really expensive which I couldn’t afford. But I found someone with a cheap price and contacted him. We had a deal where he insisted that I had to pick up the tickets from his place.

When I arrived at his place he suddenly told me he won’t sell them for the price we agreed on but it‘d be way higher because he had other people that were willing to pay more than me. I explained the while situation I was in but he didn‘t care. He only mentioned some kind of extra payment that I obviously wasn‘t interested in. So I left without the tickets and was super mad. But he left me a text saying that he‘d give me 2 days to think about it before he‘d sell them to someone else.

In those 2 days I heard my boyfriend talking about the game to a friend where he again mentioned that he didn‘t get tickets and how sad he was because his friends got one. So I felt like I had to find a way to get him the tickets.

I texted the seller again, telling him how bad I needed the tickets for my boyfriend and if he could give me a fair price but he always told me the price was absolutely fair and others were ready to pay that so I should too. But he‘d be ready to lower the price for me if I‘d do something for him.

Now this … gave me the opportunity to come to his place for „something special“ to reduce the price. And after he gave me pressure by saying he‘d sell them the next day and the chance would be gone I fell for it and went to his place. I visited him and he asked for a blowjob for reducing the price to a price I could afford. And I accepted the deal. I went in, he sat down on the couch and I gave him what he wanted.

When it was finally over, I felt really ashamed but I thought about the happiness I could give my boyfriend with the tickets. But I didn‘t get them. He told me I was stupid and that I won‘t get the tickets if I won‘t come over again. And he told me he would tell my boyfriend about what happened if I told anyone about it. I insulted him and started crying but it didn‘t change his behavior. He insisted on that.

I felt so bad for what I did and thought about what to do a lot. I knew I couldn’t talk to anyone about it and I knew I cheated on my boyfriend with what I did. I felt so ashamed that I told myself now I had to get these tickets so I‘d have a justification for what I did. I searched for other tickets but unfortunately I didn‘t find any affordable ones.

I ended up texting this guy once again, telling hil that I would do the same once more but he had to give me the tickets right before anything would happen. He tried to say no but I got him to accept the deal. So I went to his place once again, this time he wanted more than a blowjob. I let him give me the tickets right before, then went inside and let him fuck me. It wasn‘t nice. I didn‘t enjoy a second of it. I felt ashamed. I just tried to remember what I did it for. When he was done I checked for the tickets and then left his place. I blocked him, deleted the app and now I have moments in which I just start to cry for what I did. I will give my friends tickets as a present that I cheated on him for. And even though I know he will be so happy, everything will remind me of what I did to get them. I did the wrong thing and I hate it. I just hope my boyfriend‘s joy and the experience he’ll have will be worth it.