Just thrilled to share this experience with someone and here I am on Reddit with my confessions and want it to be in detail.

So, looonng time back in school In 8th standard had this maths teacher [F] guess she was 20 back then (who was a university student teaching part-time at my school ) let's call her "Tee" so hot and gorgeous ,very kind. Every guy at school had crush on her, I was a teenager going through puberty having this wild sex thoughts and fantasies about her every time I see her in class, corridors, staff room.... Just can't stop thinking about her.

After few months right before the year-end she quit and we came to know that she was moving to Australia for her higher studies. So ever After 4 years l graduated from school got into Engineering at a University in Melbourne, Australia. In my second year of college I met 'Tee' my school math teacher again as my professor in my class, which was a total coincidence or faith idk and I didn't even remember her, at first she seemed familiar and I couldn't recognise her. After few weeks I posted a story of her taking class on my Instagrm media and one of my schoolmate recognised her and reacted to my story about Tee and told me that it's her. So, out of curiosity I asked her about it after class and she said that it's her and she felt that I seemed familiar too..funny.(realised she hasn't aged)

Few days went by, we often meet at a coffee shop where I work as part time which is just on her way home which is like 40 mins from the shop and I live in a shared apartment above the coffee shop. In a while we got close and I came to know that she is married and has a kid who is in pre school and never talked about her husband (well she said they don't live together, will tell u later about it) After a while I started to get those wild school fantasies back and started thinking about her again.

At some point it became obvious to Tee that I have a crush(or should I say a fling, sexual attraction towards n her) and I was clueless. The semester ended and it's holidays and we met again at the coffee shop, my coworkers know her and the also know that I have a crush on her, again clueless me (pathetic) well college was off, Christmas time⛄ everyone were enjoying holidays one evening Coffee Shop was closed early because of christmas and Tee came by to have coffee her kid went to her husband's who lives 2hr far from her place, and so my roommate went to his parents. I was alone so I invited her to my place for Coffee (no bad intentions) she accepted it and we went up.

After we went in I made us Coffee spent some quality time together we like talked for hours and we lost track of time, talked about school days and all... Almost midnight and it struck me that we are alone and I my evil brain started to remember those fantasies and got a boner. She saw it and things got quite awkward she asked me if she could drop her to her place and none of us has a car( she doesn't know how to drive and I am broke) and drowning in student loans)no public transport at that time so I offered her to stay the night (then realised I never had girl at my place before)...... ahhhh..

It's getting long will make a Part-2..