December 15^th, 2024

Last week while talking to a sweet woman on here I decided that I wanted to be tied up in front of an audience. I’d only played with rope once before in a whole penitence kink scene, but even though I love exhibitionism it hadn’t occurred to me before to put myself on display in bondage. I immediately texted my friend Connor (m26, I think) and after a little bit he texted me back that he could arrange something for Sunday morning (today).

I woke up early so that I could shave my legs, have a good breakfast, and do my makeup before heading out for my 10am kink date. We met in Connor’s house and went down to the basement which gave me memories of a few months ago when I had a bukkake party for myself there. But that’s a different story that I’ve already posted about.

Connor told me to hydrate and have some grapes for blood sugar because the experience could get pretty intense. I did, and about half an hour later one by one three men and two women showed up to be our audience. Connor had set up a few chairs for them in a semi circle around a plastic gym mat where he had me stand, facing the crowd. He stood behind me and gave me instructions to strip off all my clothes except my underpants.

He started the harness while I was standing up. I was tingling all over from the sensation of the soft rope on my skin with just the right amount of pressure constricting my movement, but more than that I trembling seeing everyone stare at me quietly like I was an artwork in a museum. He had me get on my knees to finish the rope work. Now everyone was looking down to me, and me helplessly up to them. I felt beautiful. One of the women in particular, younger than me by some margin, was looking at me with such a clinical detachment I thought I was going to melt every time I caught her eyes.

Connor asked me if I wanted to add nipple clamps. It was a silly question because he already knows that the answer to that is always yes. He put them on and gave them a couple of good flicks, then kissed my nipples. Then he asked me if I wanted the audience to do anything. I told him that I wanted them to pet me. They got up and surrounded me, still on my knees, and stroked my hair and shoulders, cupped my face, and pet my bound breasts.

Connor kissed me and asked if I was satisfied or if I wanted anything else, but I had had enough for today. He asked everyone to sit back down while he untied me, which was it’s own whole deep sensory experience. I thanked everyone for coming and helping me live out this fantasy and they all thanked me and told me what a good job I had done. Connor told me that these are all friends of his from the kink world and they knew what they were talking about, that I really had done a good job.

I got home a couple hours ago and I’ve just been drinking hot cocoa and snuggling under a blanket until I worked up the strength to write up this journal entry, which just adds another layer of exhibitionism to the whole experience, so thank you for reading <3