M29 I have had multiple accidents where I have fooled around and been caught and she forgives me.

I don’t try to get caught and always regret it but, sometimes it makes me feel like it’s ok?

I have gotten drunk once and almost slept with my wife’s good friend we got as far as pussy rubbing and nipple biting but didn’t go any further.

Another time I stayed out with a friend who was a girl. My wife always had a problem with our relationship and I proved her right. We had a night out my friend and I and by the end of the night we were at her house. We were both drunk but she let me take her panties off and eat her out. By the time I wanted to do more she was to drunk and didn’t want anything so I brought her to her bed and left it at that. Never really got caught but my wife didn’t like how I stayed the night there.

Why is she with me is it because I’m nice and still always take care of her first? Or do I just hide it well enough that she doesn’t notice?