Hii, so 26F here and I just can't let this one go. One of my ex FWB (33F) that I keep in contact with (so just a friend I guess hah) has been going thru a pretty hardcore dry spell. She's a couple days in to go on a week long cruise and I can't stop fantasizing over what she's going to get up to and I'm doing so while I'm having sex with my current girlfriend (46F)

ATM even when I'm in ber with my partner I'm picturing her getting absolutely railed and pleasure broken by young guys or her picking up 'straight'' women for a little fling. Threesomes, orgies just pure debauchery. Hardest I came in weeks! It took me longer to actually tell her what was on my mind and she's just teasing me completely now. Coming up with new scenarios, saying we should book for next year just for the show. It's making me unfortunately weak.

Loving thinking about it tho so I don't see us