I realised that I've become a bit reliant on my Satisfyer to cum. Even if I've been enjoying edging for over a year now, occasionally denying myself for multiple days, I usually only edge for a couple of hours and then cum, and then always have an orgasm before bed with my Satisfyer.

So about a week ago decided I needed to wean myself off, and I started rubbing my clit more and using my dildo. It takes me quite a bit longer to cum, but fuck, I had such an intense orgasm the other day just humping my pillow with my dildo inside me, my clit grinding against the fabric.. I realised the dildo could really be bigger though. I've had this one for a while, and it feels so good.. but it doesn't stretch me like I want it to. So I ordered a bigger one and it came in the mail today.

It's a lot bigger than I thought, though.

I could barely get the tip in at first, then with enough lube and teasing I got it all the way in. Needless to say I've been cockwarming, grinding, and fucking myself ever since then. But I still needed to walk my dog.

So I went to the shower and took it out, sticking the suction cup against the wall for later. My pussy juices dripped down my thighs and I couldn't help but taste myself.. then just quickly wiped them off and put on some sweatpants. My pussy lips were so swollen and slick that my thighs were wet again within minutes of them rubbing together while walking. I started walking with my thighs just a bit more tightly pressed together than would be natural. I was even wetter than I was from fucking myself by the time I got home.

Now, as I'm typing this, I'm slowly backing myself up against the dildo stuck on my shower wall. It's not quite comfortable yet, but the stretching, pressure and slight pain feels amazing in its own right and I feel so empty when it accidentally slides out. I'm not going to cum until Friday, when after work I have all the time in the world to fuck my brains out with my thick rubber cock