I started when I was about 18 in Highschool that I found it exciting to give hj to desperate guys in my school for a small cash pocket money.
I got a reputation, but I didn’t mind because I knew that we are moving away, so yes, I had a reputation and guys came to me and I was considered slutty and I thought my life gonna change when I move.
three months ago I did move now in college and I thought I have a new life

but last weekend there was a party and I drank a few cocktails and felt really good I was dancing and couple guys started to hitting on me

something in me. My second nature that I already developed in high school somehow came through and I played with it. they wanted to fuck me and out of fun but also something in me brought it in connection to money and they said what a slut I am

but they were hooked and they agreed and I went home with two guys and had a threesome for money.

the next day when I woke up, I felt so miserable. How can I step back into that same life to have behind me. But now not only did I step back into my own personality, but I even did a threesome for money which I never did before. I feel so bad so miserable I can’t escape myself.