I did traditional martial arts as a kid. Fell off during college. Been looking for a way to stay in shape. Took up Brazilian jiu jitsu after a friend recommended it. Never done any grappling before. Didn't fully know what to expect. The thing I should've considered are my kinks. I like being choked, like a lot. I'm also into rough play and getting manhandled. CNC is a big turn on too. The class is like 80% male. The first time I rolled with a guy he was kinda cute, great shape, and we ended up in some hot positions. I was already fantasizing about him trying to subdue me so he could have his way with me. Then he choked me. My panties were melting. I had worn plugs out in public for a fwb before. Done the remote vibe as well. Once he controlled it while I took a yoga class and that was hot. So I took it up a bunch of notches and started going to class with a vibrating egg up my pussy and the remote in my gym bag. I wait until sparring at the end of class to flip it on. I keep it at a low setting, but because grappling with men turns me on so much I've been able to cum several times in jut two classes since I started this. It's already a workout with lots of heavy breathing and sweat. I know nobody can tell.