I did something really out of character today.

To give a little context, I’ll describe myself. I’m 38F, married, 5’3” brunette with a pretty smile, big brown eyes, tanned skin. I’m fit, but still a little curvy with a strong chubby bum and a pretty pussy.

I have big bouncy tits. They’re 36 DDDs. And I’ll just say it, I’m pretty. I get fun attention from men.

I’m kind to others. I’m polite, educated, classy, polished, talkative and bright. I believe in being a nice person, building up others and being empathetic.

No one would know I’m a total slut on the inside.

I fantasize about some dark things, love playing with my pussy and I’m very, very sexual. I love being submissive and obedient but I also have a little bit of a bratty side when the moment’s right.

Today I went to a spa by my house for a massage. The place is like one part spa that offers facials and massages etc and one part high-end personal training gym - sort of a hybrid business, with women’s and men’s saunas.

When I got there, the receptionist let me know that I was welcome to have a steam in the sauna at the end of my massage, but unfortunately the women’s sauna was under maintenance. She said I was welcome to use the men’s sauna as there were only two men in the building and they were both going to be in personal training sessions when I would be finishing my massage.

My initial thought was like “oh no worries, I’ll just head home after my massage”

But then, during my massage… I just got so turned on at the thought of being a woman, by herself in a men’s space. Half naked and vulnerable.

So, after my massage… the masseuse gave me a glass of ice water in a wine glass and showed me where to go. I went across the hall in my towel to the men’s change room and let myself in to the sauna. I tiptoed in and was alone. I sat there in the steam in my towel. And then I thought “why not, I’ll just go naked”

I let the towel fall open at my hips and I sat there with my perky tits out. I sipped my ice water and smiled and bit my lip. I massaged my tits and felt my pussy get wet at the rush of being walked in on at any moment by any man.

It’s so not like me to think or behave like this, I’m usually so “good girl” in public… but I was so wet and so horny, I actually remember thinking “if a man walked in right now, I’d let him stare at my body all he wants. I’d let him touch me. And I’d like it. If he wanted to grab my tits or put his cock in my mouth, I’d like it. If he wanted to fuck me rough, I’d let him”

I got so wet, just wanting it to happen. I spread my legs and let the towel fall even more open around me on the seat.

And I played with my little pink pussy right there in the men’s sauna until I came. I moaned and whimpered and came all over my fingers and then I did it again.

When I was done, I smiled and giggled and then took the glass of ice water and poured it over my swollen, cummy little pussy and let it drip down my thighs. I showered naked in the men’s showers, cleaned myself up and left.

I still can’t believe I did that. It was such a rush.