a little about me : i'm a petite south asian girl, born and raised in an east asian country. we're very taboo about sex, and so i'm still a virgin.

i'm going on exchange to a european, predominantly white country for the first time soon - i'm looking forward to dressing like a slut, attending parties, staying out late and drinking, losing my virginity and hopefully a threesome as well.

i have an online friend i've been snapping (read: sexting) for about a year. he's based in germany, and i'm so excited to visit him during my spring vacation (read: get railed). he's incredibly sexy, and he's just as attracted to me as i am to him - we've made each other cum numerous times throughout the year, and we just fit really well together.

here's the issue : his cock is huge. i fear i'd never be able to take it. and while he's the sweet kind of man who i know will stretch my pussy open on his fingers and lick me until i cum all over his face for as long as i want - i'm impatient. i want his huge cock in me, want him filling me hard and deep; and holding my small body up to slam his cock into.

and so, i've scheduled a dildo delivery to my dorm on the night that i move in (i'll be living away from my parents for the first time! my first dildo and some privacy!) and i'm going to fuck myself with it. a little 5 inch teaser, so i can practice sucking and deepthroating. so i can condition my pussy to take his cock - when he does fuck me, he'll be a stretch, but he won't hurt. and it'll ease my mind about hooking up with other guys before spring break - if one of my flatmates were to catch me, naked and riding a dildo, he's more than welcome to join in. in fact, i hope he will - i've always dreamt of getting dped