I’m not a sexual type of girl. Porn doesn’t interest me, audios make me cringe, sexting just is boring for me and pictures just gross me out. I was pretty sure I was asexual or maybe just had a very low sex drive, until I somehow came across this hentai website for comics to read.

It’s a specific niche kink I got into, but it’s like some older guy taking advantage of a younger woman, taking her virginity or making her go from a prude to a sex crazed slut. I don’t know if I just see myself in the girl when I read these, or I just like the idea of an older man manipulating me or something, but within ten minutes my panties are soaked every single time.

i’ve even started having dreams of older men taking my virginity in real life, though i know i’m too shy and anxious to ever actually do anything close to what i read about in these things; i guess just the fantasy of not having a choice and thinking this older dude knows what’s best for me even if he fully intends to fuck my brain up is so hot. i’ve had to stop with my homework multiple times this weekend because as soon as i even start thinking about it i get fantasies of a guy bending me over my desk and fingering me until i squirt or something. it’s like my own body is encouraging it with how much it randomly pops into my head or in my dreams.