I am married and have adult children - I remember when I sucked my older brother to orgasm. Our parents were not going to be home for several hours as they went to a meeting and later to visit their friends with plans to be back home after our normal bed time. It is nothing new to be left alone with my brother for an afternoon and part of the night., As all would do when the parents are gone .. time to have fun and be naughty learning from what few nude magazines were hidden at our home. We both would strip naked and do assorted sexual things to each other and one of the magazines had oral sex photos in it. Being open to what it feels like.. I told my brother to let me suck him as in the magazine photos. He consented and I began a new adventure unlike any I have previously performed. As I sucked and sucked his cock began to increase in temperature and size inside my mouth - then with some hip thrusting his climax was reached and he flooded my mouth with his cum and more cum. I took all he flowed into my mouth and kept sucking to make sure his climax was over. I LOVE the control of sucking and the feeling of his orgasm is still in my memory. I am writing this posting as I was just thinking about when I sucked him and how I wanted more. I noticed my brother never offered to return that favor back to me. I was still horny and needed to masturbate my self. I was so turned on.

In college I had a steady girl friend but she was never ever going to suck.. hated it.. gaged thinking of it. I was at the University Library where I met a male worker and we became friends. He eventually revealed that he liked men and not women and asked if I would let him visit me in my private room one evening. Asking several more times I finally asked him to visit me. We talked and talked and I explained to him I am new to this idea and I have only one time sucked my brother. After an hour or so I was comfortable to undress with him in my bedroom and let him begin to touch me and arouse me. I found that the attraction was there and the arousal was producing a firm erection and then I felt his warm and wet mouth take my erect cock and produce the most wonderful feeling I can remember. I lasted for a few minutes as my partner took his time to build my climax and hold me just before the orgasm. When I orgasmed I simply held his head and gently face fucked him. And I returned the oral but not at the skill level I just received. My new friend had a family emergency that semester and returned home out of state with an end to my first shared adventure with blow jobs. No more friends since then..

Now as an older married male I find the desires of sexual pleasures have not changed. Same sex attraction is a difficult topic to explain. Some I see turn me off and then some would be of interest to me but no time or place to do anything more other than think about the what if...? Touch and a smaller size are of more desire for my thoughts than some of the rude talking and larger types that the ladies may want more ..

So.. I did enjoy sucking cock when growing up and I do enjoy being sucked now and would suck in return if I was attracted and felt safe and turned on.