I’ve had this kink for the longest time and it haunts me but I can’t stop thinking about it and wanting it to happen. I’ve always wanted to meet up with a stranger at the dead of night in a public park when it’s dark and there’s nobody else around. I’d want them to give me a 10 second head start and then I’ll run away and then for them to come chase me down, tackle me to the ground, give me a beating, and then while I’m on the brink of being unconscious and unable to escape for them to rip and tear my clothes off and have their way with my helpless body.

I can’t get this out of my head and I can’t get the feeling of their rock hard dick being shoved and forced into my tight dry pussy and the feeling of it ripping me apart and the feeling of the sting from the friction. Then eventually my body will realize what’s happening and force me to get wet but until that point it’s hurting and as I’m crying and as he’s pounding me ruthlessly. My body forces me to get wet and it will start to feel good, too good, to the point of me wanting to orgasm and feeling like I’m going to. Even against my own will and everything in my head telling me not to but with his dick constantly pounding me and my body allowing him to by getting dripping wet and letting him inside by loosening my pussy so he can slide in and out easily eventually there will be nothing I can do even with tears running down my face and me screaming and telling him to stop the feeling will become to great and strong and his unknown, unwanted & uninvited dick will force me to orgasm, and not just a small one, but the best one I’d have in my life that would make me unknowingly and uncontrollably moan and shake with pleasure and make my whole body hot and sweaty and tremble and shake to the point where my vision goes blurry and possibly even fades away from the intense pleasure and there will be nothing I can do besides lay there and take him until he eventually shoots and dumps me full of his cum even though I’m not on birth control and the only thing I can do is lay there beat up, crying, and just accept that my body was made to please men and made for me to enjoy it even against my own will.

I literally cannot wait for this to happen to me, planned or unplanned.