I am not an overall confident person. Not someone who is massive down there or the best looking, yet I had so many experiences in my life (I’m not old but man I went through that hoe phase).

My body count skyrocketed and I was on the spiral of just hooking up and it ending and not even thinking twice about it. Just a set up situation (all partners I did this with also knew of the situation with it being a one night stand). Although lately it has been on my mind these past two or so years and it makes me wonder if these people do think back on it.

There is multiple times where it was a one off thing and nothing happened afterwards (or I completely forget their name and how it ended/started with us communicating) but I can’t get the experience out of my head now that it has been years later.

Experiences I didn’t think about for months after they occurred and even forgot about some, came back into my head over a year or so later and now they get me off like nothing else yet I can’t remember the person fully or much about the person in question (this happens with a lot of people so person is just a term for the multiple people and experiences).

It happens so much that I’m curious if they think about me but don’t remember or if they don’t think about me at all.

It’s been a few years so it makes me curious if we both masturbate to each other without remembering one another and then there could be a situation where we literally walk past one another in public without even recognizing the other.

Crazy to think about.