My husband and I are non-monogamous and coming out of a weird accidental poly situation. I am not particularly interested in swinging or doing couple swaps right now, but we also don’t want to be poly so we’re trying to figure out what works for our marriage. We both agree that we enjoy non-monogamy and want to continue our journey in the lifestyle, so we decided to try solo dating and see how it goes.

My husband has been seeing a woman for a few weeks. They have slept together. I was slower to get on the apps and feel ready to meet someone new. I also knew that once I got back on feeld, I would get so much attention that it might be overwhelming (I’m not being conceited, this is just a known fact for women on feeld). But a week ago I decided why not make a profile and see what happens.

I matched with a few guys right away, including this hot guy named JJ. He asked if I was interested in moving our conversation off feeld, and soon after we started chatting he asked if I wanted to meet for coffee. My husband asked why I chose this guy out of everyone else and my answer was “he asked…” But also he was hot and charming. I stopped talking to everyone else on feeld except for one other guy.

The next day we met at Starbucks. When he walked up to me I noticed he was a bit short, but I don’t mind at all. I have a 6’3” hunk at home and have always loved a short king. He is handsome in person, cute face and smile, great hair, really fit and tatted bod, toned abs. We chatted for over an hour and he was really cool. I felt nervous the whole time. We got to our cars and he kissed me good bye. He asked if I wanted to get in his car - “for what?” I ask, and he says to make out some more. We get in and start kissing, he uses a lot of tongue (in a good way), he is a bit handsy but not too much. Grabs my ass. I am nervous and not grabby at all but having fun. I left the date feeling flirty and hot and good about myself.

That night he asks me if I want to come over and hang out in his hot tub later in the week. After a few conversations with my apprehensive husband, I agree and we set a date. The next day JJ sexts me from his office and even sends me videos of himself stroking at work and a picture of his cum all over his office floor. I am VERY into that, so I was loving it. I was starting to get my mojo back and feeling sexy.

I did tell JJ that I wanted to take things slow. I told him I was a bit fragile and going through a weird poly breakup situation that has left me not myself. I told him that I’m actually quite a freak but I’ve been out of whack, I haven’t been very sexual or horny. He said he loved being able to bring the freak out and that we would take it at whatever pace I was comfortable with.

The night before my date I ask my husband if I have any restrictions or rules. He says I have no restrictions other than I have to use condoms if I have sex and he doesn’t want him to cum in my mouth. I tell him I’m not sure I’m ready to have sex and he responds that he’s “100% certain” I will have fuck him. Turns out he knows his wife well.

I pull into JJ’s driveway and text him that I’m there. His kids are asleep and his wife is on a date. He lets me in through the garage and after we get into his house he pulls me in for a kiss. I’m nervous which makes me quiet but I try to act natural. I came with no make up on since we were getting in his hot tub. He gave me a tour of his house and we chat for a bit. Then he kisses me in his kitchen and as we make out he asks if I want to get in the hot tub.

We get in and continue talking, we’re sitting close and he’s rubbing my legs. I am blabbering on a bit too much now (nerves either make me silent or non-stop talking haha) but I’m having a good time and being flirty. He asks if we have any limits and I say that my husband doesn’t like other men to cum in my mouth - I do slip in the fact that I like it in my mouth though... After we’d been in for a few minutes I grab my hair tie and pull my hair up - the universal I want to suck dick signal. He tells me there’s a no sex in hot tub rule, to which I reply “good I was worried about that.” Hot tub sex is not good - it’s fun to get warm and half naked with someone but water and vaginas don’t mix, and he even said it’s harder to get a boner in the water. But that didn’t stop him from being rock hard for me when we finally started making out.

He pulls me on top of him and we grind and kiss in the water. He jokes about how his neighbor has seen him with women other than his wife in the hot tub and it turns me on to think about. He kisses me hard and pulls my body down onto his so my pussy is grinding against his cock. We’re dry humping and kissing hard for a few minutes, he pulls my tits out to play with them. He asks if I want to go to the bedroom.

As we’re getting out I notice that he had pulled his dick out at some point. I was about to climb out of the water when I turn around to see him standing there, hard. Instinctively I put my mouth on it. I taste so much precum and he moans while I suck for a moment. His dick is so nice, great size, feels so good in my mouth. We get out and he tells me to go in through the master bedroom and he’ll meet me there. I’m dripping wet (not that kinda wet haha) standing on his carpet in my towel, freezing. I pull my bikini off and put it over my sandals and wait for him in my towel.

He gets in from putting the dogs away and goes into his bathroom to pee. He comes out of the bathroom butt naked and looking so sexy. His chiseled body and big muscles, tattoos all over his chest and arm. He walks up to me and kisses me as I drop my towel, then he places his hands around my throat. He asks if I like being choked (he had asked before by text but I loved that he asked again….god consent is so fucking sexy, and it’s always fun to look a man in the eyes and say yes) and he growls as he kisses me. He is SO vocal - he moans and growls, talks dirty. I love that so I am vibing. I tell him I can be very loud so he needs to quiet me down if it’s too much. He tells me he wants to make me be loud.

He throws me on the bed and keeps kissing me as he touches my body. I’m dying for his fingers in my pussy (I prefer fingers over tongue if I’m honest) but he starts to make his way with his mouth. I lay on the bed and he’s on the floor in front of me. He sucks on my clit and grunts into my pussy while I lock eyes with him. I am biting the blanket and burying my face in the pillow, grinding my hips against his face. He flicks my clit back and forth with his tongue and I feel a small orgasm build and let it happen. I cum but not very hard, but normally my first orgasm is like this. Also, I’m happy to have cum at all since this was the day after my period ended and sometimes it’s hard for me to reach orgasm during this part of my cycle. But I did not have any trouble coming this night.

I lay there exposed as he climbs onto the bed next to me. He says he wants to make me squirt and I say I want that too. He tells me to just lay there and relax for him. He grabs my towel from the floor and puts it under my ass as he gets on his knees next to me on the bed. He starts fingering me and omg - this man had me squirting so quickly. I have only done it a few times before and it’s hard to describe…It doesn’t feel like an orgasm to me but a different type of release and I love it. I can feel myself flood for him as I moan and squirm in pleasure.

After this my mouth is completely dry from all the moaning and I tell him I need a water break. I climb up the bed to my water bottle and have a sip, he does too so he’s right next to me. We start kissing and touching and he says something to me (I can’t remember what) and after I respond he says “like a good girl” and he notices me perk up. He looks me in the eyes and asks if I like being called a good girl and I nod and say yes enthusiastically. We’re laying next to each other on our sides, his hands on my throat when he rolls over to his back and tells me to suck his cock.

Side note - Something about this guy makes me feel so much younger than him, in a sexy way. He’s only 5 years older and a year older than my husband, but idk major daddy vibes. I don’t know if he’s into that, I don’t know if it’s the way he makes me nervous or his demeanor or the way he talks. But whatever it is, I like it.

I get in front of him and put his cock in my mouth. He tells me he’s so hard for me, tells me to look up at him like a good girl. I lick up and down his shaft, I give his balls attention and he tells me to lick his balls and go down as far as I’d like. I suck on him and he grabs my hair and pushes his cock deep into my mouth. I take it and love how it feels. His dick makes constant precum, I can seriously taste it the whole time and I’m so turned on by it. He pushes me down a few more times, I remember him saying “there’s that throat” as I take it in as much as I can. I barely gag for him, which is awesome.

This part of the night is blurry for me - I’m realizing that when I’m with someone for the first time I tend to forget certain things, I’m guessing it’s nerves. I remember having his balls in my mouth and licking them allll over. I remember using my hands and stroking him while I suck, I remember him telling me to spit on it. I think at some point he must have gotten on his knees while I was sucking cuz I remember him pushing his cock deep in my mouth and spanking me. He spanked me hard and asked if I wanted him to send me home with marks all over my ass.

One thing I haven’t mentioned so far is how often he kissed me throughout this. Like in the hot tub after I put his cock in my mouth he gave me a kiss, throughout the night he would pull me in and kiss me as we danced around his bed. Ugh I love that so much. there’s nothing hotter than a man absolutely destroying my mouth/throat with his hard cock, my hair in his hands and then he pulls me up to kiss me. Or kissing me after I cum in his mouth. Whatever it is, I love the intimacy of kissing throughout a hook up.

After the intense deep throat stuff I was laying there on my stomach, him spanking me and he asks if I want to fuck. I say yes I absolutely want him to fuck me. I ask if he has any condoms and he says yes. He goes over to the night stand to grab a condom while I crawl over next to him to take a sip of my water. He takes this opportunity to move my body so my head is hanging off the bed and slides his cock into my mouth. I’m on my back with my head off the bed, he touches my body and shoves his cock deep down my throat before pulling off me to put the condom on.

He comes around to the front of the bed and I meet him there, he grabs me and pulls me to the edge of the bed. I spit on my hands and bring it to my pussy opening only to discover I am Dripping wet. I definitely don’t need any extra spit lube but I put it there anyway. He slides his cock inside me and fucks me off the edge of the bed for a moment before climbing onto the bed, my legs pulled up. He looks so hot on top of me and makes me feel so good. He twists my little body onto my side so both legs are together and fucks me and spanks me hard.

After a moment he stands up and goes to the edge of the bed and tells me to come and bend over. I oblige and the moment he enters me from behind I know that I’m about to cum hard. He grabs my arm and pounds me hard as i let go and allow myself to cum. I let out a little scream but then lose my breath and silently cum as he gives it to me. After i cum he pushes me further onto the bed and fucks me doggy/prone for a minute. He rubs my asshole with his finger and asks if I like it. I’m moaning and cussing and loving all the attention he’s giving every inch of my body.

I can tell he’s getting tired (he’s working HARD) when he rolls onto his back to take a breather and tells me to climb on top. I straddle him and guide his cock inside me and he locks eyes with me and tells me he wants me to cum again. It’s so sexy as i grind my clit against his strong body with him deep inside me, his hands around my neck and his eyes locked on mine. He’s very intense but it’s sexy as he growls and grunts and makes me feel like a fucking snack, holding my body on top of his and fucking me as I cum hard. I look down at him as he smiles with delight. When I’m finished I grind and bounce a little before he takes over again.

He flips me over and puts my legs over his shoulders. He fucks me a bit slower and asks me where I want him to cum. He tells me it’s my cum (fuck that is just so hot when men tell me that) and I can have it wherever I want it. I tell him to cum wherever he wants, in my mouth if he wants to. He asks me if I like breaking rules as he fucks me hard and says “you want to taste it don’t you” and I say “yes I really do” with my tongue out. As he lets out a loud moan he pulls his cock out and yanks the condom off before cuming all over my body. Hot streams of cum cover my pussy and stomach.

(Annoyingly, I did something I always end up doing - while he came I was moaning and arching my back from being fucked so good and CLOSING MY EYES, so I forgot to watch him cum. I swear I do this every time I get the pleasure of watching a man cum while hooking up with me… the few times it’s not in my pussy or mouth I forget to watch my absolute favorite thing. But it’s fine haha. I still got to see him towering over me holding his cock as he shook the extras onto my body and slapped my stomach with his dick.)

We lay there after, him covered in sweat. We talked a little bit, he said something about how women aren’t doing as much cardio in the bedroom, which I thought was funny because he definitely worked much harder than I did. But I so badly needed to be fucked good. It was exactly what I needed and it’s why I picked him and why I moved so quickly.

I knew I needed to be used and pleasured by a respectful guy who could take care of my needs. Make me cum, throw me around and use my holes, tell me what to do and call me a good girl. I felt so good and it reinvigorated the slut inside me. He told me how he likes to be vocal in bed and likes the mental aspect of it, and I told him how much I enjoy that.

After we caught our breath he kind of kicked me out haha in a nice way but it was sort of like the job here is done. I got dressed in my dry clothes and headed out. He kissed me in his garage, which was kinda hot because the garage door was fully open so any of his neighbors could see. I had an awesome car concert on my drive home and went straight upstairs to give my hubby some aftercare and love.