I can't count the number of guys who have fucked me in the last week alone. I'm starting to get really insecure and my mind is feeding me thoughts that my pussy might be too loose to be actually enjoy-able for men.

The most recent guy I fucked was from 2 days ago, I let him use my asshole instead. He fucked my pussy, but after a few rounds and he didn't come, I told him to fuck me in the ass since I want him to feel more pleasure and be able to cum. Making a man cum makes me feel so accomplished.

But honestly, getting fucked in the ass while I rub my clit is a great experience in itself. I love it just as much as getting my pussy pounded and hearing guys say how tight and great it feels just encourages me to do better. He did eventually cum inside my ass and I felt really proud of myself.

and I did all this behind my bf’s back. I really hope he doesn’t find out about this when he’s fucking me tonight.