Sex with my gf is very humiliating. Even when I last longer than usual I know she doesn't feel me like she feels the other men she fucks. She doesn't even pretend to be satisfied anymore.

We fucked last night, she didn't want to fuck me she wanted to get fucked by her fwb but he wasn't answering so she settled for me. She was drunk asf, begging me to fuck her saying, " I know you can't but fuck me please I want to be fucked so bad"

I bent her over and as soon as I put my dick in her she starts laughing, "are you in yet?" She asked. I start fucking her as fast and as hard as I can and she's barely moaning. I try harder and harder but eventually I have to stop so I don't cum. She starts laughing again then says, "you're a bitch you know that? This pussy is too good for your pathetic dick" just degrading and humiliating me.

Eventually I go back to fucking her but she says "stop and just finger me, I can't feel your tiny dick" So I did. I put 4 fingers in her and pleased her while she told me, "I'm gonna cuck you again you pathetic whore" I said "yes ma'am, I deserve it"

This is become the norm during sex. She calls me a bitch and pathetic and I absolutely love it. I'm craving it now, I want her to verbally abuse me and tell me how pathetic I am and go get fucked by a real man. I don't want her to treat me like anything more than a pathetic little boy bc that's what I am.