I've been married for a decade. During this time I've never cheater or saw other women. I thought my partner was the same way. But I guess life has a way of teaching us. One day I go through her cell and I find that she's been sexting tons of ppl, from her direct line. She talks about meeting up and it's all very sex oriented. She sends nudes often, so I was in total disbelief.
I can't see this person the same anymore and I'm coming to terms with my life as an individual now. I haven't talked to her much and I don't see any solution. Moving forward, my own desire to explore the sexual side is seeing a revolution. I'm dating and have several partners. We are fwb and it's exactly what I'm looking for right now. I'm 40 and athletic and I can pound good & for a very long time, sometimes 4 hours. I've often been told that I'll be great for porn or make tons as a sw. Yet, as for recent, I find myself sad and feel bad about my marriage... so I need a good new outlook on life to stay positive. It's magical how another woman's touch can make you feel.