I got married at 24 to my first husband who was 32 at the time. He was a smooth talking salesman that had been married before.

After two kids and him constantly being an asshole, I knew I was done with him. Filed for divorce and soon started dating.

My first weekend with my own place I went on two dates. After each date I brought the guy back to my place. My friends say I was dick hungry. I was.

I was with younger and older men. Single and married.

I had one that became a good fwb. He was older and married. Would visit my city every two weeks for work. I’d meet him at his hotel and it was fun being used by him. He’d have me dress up a certain way. We’d go out for dinner and drinks. Knowing when we would get back to his hotel, he would have his way with me. Him telling me all the things his wife would never do, than doing them with me.

I continued to see him even as my now husband and I dated. I still think of him and the things he did to me. The way he encouraged me to date and be with as many men as I could. His encouragement to be a slut.